The day has finally come.
I am departing Singapore today, and will not return till March/April next year.
I am leaving for my international exchange in Israel, and will be studying at the Interdisciplinary Center (IDC) Herzliya for one semester. Coincidentally, this semester is also the final one in my undergraduate study in SMU.
My journey for this international exchange could be traced all the way back to last year, when on one fine day I received an email update from SMU Office of International Relations (OIR), announcing that SMU has established a new agreement with IDC Herzliya in Israel. I have long desired to go to Israel since my church started arranging members to go for Israel tours years ago, but, the tours were expensive and short. When I saw the email, I thought, hmmm... this might be an alternative, perhaps a better one. Anyway, I was so buried in my academic work then that this idea diminished into one small wishful thought of mine...
Never did I know that this wishful thought was recurrected months later, when OIR and SMU Travel Club organised the Israel Day in collaboration with the Embassy of Israel in Singapore. During the event I found out more about Israel and had the opportunity to taste some of the Jewish cuisine prepared by the local Jewish community in Singapore. After talking to the Second Secretary from the embassy, and OIR allowed me to submit my late application, I was thinking... hmmm... should I go for it?
I have learnt through my years of Christian walk that not all open doors are from the Lord, and I shall pray for wisdom and guidance from Him to find the right path and walk in His will. Going for the exchange will mean that I will be away for 6 months, and this is not a short time (even though I have been studying in Singapore for 9 years!). Another concern which I had was the fact that the exchange will be at the same time of my church's Building Fund period, and certainly I won't like to miss it for the world! I prayed, and prayed, and prayed, and I asked God to give me peace if this is from Him, or simply shut the doors if it is not from Him.
After so many months of preparation, I could only conclude that the doors have never been shut. My application was smooth, largely due to the fact that I avoided the rush in the normal application period. I managed to settle my courses and got the approval from my School to arrange for several special arrangements, and that was a miracle!
Things were not so smooth in July, when the war between Israel and Lebanon (or more specifically, Hezbollah) broke out and rockets were fired over to Israel almost every single day. I was very glued to the developments, to the extent that I got very emotionally affected and OIR asked me to give myself break and stay away from the news coverage on the war. On the other hand in my prayer closet, I prayed and asked God for a confirmation whether the door to the exchange remained open or not. I waited and waited, and another blow came when my mother, who has given me much support to go for the exchange before the war, told me to give it up early. She set a 'deadline' for us to make the final decision, and I prayed even harder and hoped that the war would end soon. I strived to keep my faith strong during this period and really believed God for another miracle to come my way...
The miracle came.
The war ended about half a month before that 'deadline', which certainly gave enough room for everything to settle down before the decision date. 3 days before that 'deadline' my mother renewed her support!!! Yay! After that my preparation continued, from drawing up my travel itinerary to booking my air tickets, from paying a visit to the embassy to settling the various matters in SMU before my departure, and it was smooth by large.
The day has finally come.
Thank you to all my friends who have prayed for me and given me the blessings to go for the exchange.
Thank you to all my friends who have asked me out to meet up, to
makan, and to spend time catching up.
In fact, I wished I have few more days to meet more people before I leave. Time passed so quickly, especially after I spent 10 days volunteering at the Singapore 2006 IMF/World Bank Annual Meetings and another week in HK with my family.
Keep in touch, and see you in March/April next year. Will miss you all dearly and very much. *sob sob, with tears streaming down my eyes...*
I will be back, healthy, sound, in one piece and whole! Haha!!! =D